when this will be over ?

more days were left us , more days i'm always thinkin' about you . difficult to forget ,, maybe there needs some patience . but until when ? ouhh- really , how dare... i think there're some part of test in my life and i've to through all this without know what is 'give up' .. i know , i can but not easy to do like just bluffing...btw , whenever night were comes , while i'm lying on the bed , i recall and thinking back , how big mistake that i've done to you? until it's so pain to through.. you make a word like you make a joke . where your sweet-words that you've give to me? is that all your strength as a man to make a girl like me to confident that you will keep on eyes of me?err..i'm sorry , maybe there's not your fault but mine . maybe i'm wrong because trust about your love . you're very kind but as my friend . when you're my spouse , you failed to do same thing .. you broke our love . dear , i wouldn't let you go from my life . At least ,  you'll stay have in my diary-life . i don't know when you 'ii go from my mind but please stop to fond exit door in my life ,, i hope you'll find a happiness that you want , i will pray for you , my dear until you meet her someday . i know you can find better than me and that's why you leave me . but i'm okay , nothing to worry . take care of yourself yea :) remember , that i still know who you are oke ? anyway , i'm because i've met you . thanky ou for complete my life even for a while . dear , i will love you until end even someone else will beside me for keep company of me soon....